Dear Reader,

It’s been some time since my last post.  2018 has obviously been an emotionally intense year and now I feel much lighter and happier.  It is because I took the time to do deep inner work and understand myself and heal my wounds and love and care for my inner child.  I gave myself a lot of love this year. 

It is an ongoing journey of course.  It is important to keep taking care of yourself and loving yourself deeply.  I am completing 2018 by signing up for private lessons with a dance teacher.  She has her own private dance studio and I am learning Latin and Ballroom dancing from her.

The first lesson I have is learning how to strengthen my core and learn salsa.  It is the basic foundation for the rest of the Latin dancing.  The moment I set foot on the dance floor, I felt something.  Something deep in my chest and heart and stomach.  I felt a shiver run across my body. I  feel my whole body on fire.

I felt alive.  And it’s a feeling I don’t feel much.  I don’t feel it at work or with friends or at home.  It just feels like I’m being myself when I’m dancing.  I feel it’s something I’ve been doing not for years, but for centuries.  I truly deep in my soul and heart feel that I was an actress or dancer in a past life.

Since I was a child, I’ve had visions and dreams of dancing so sensually and beautifully that people would stop and gaze at me.  When I play a song, I visualize myself dancing away and expressing my wildly deep feminine sexuality easily.  I have a strong, intense, deep, beautiful, erotic, and sensual sexuality and one of the ways I am able to express it is through dancing.

I’ve been telling myself for some time that I would take dance classes and learn how to dance.  And now I have given myself this loving opportunity to do so.  Energetically, I feel different.  There is something more raw about me.  I feel like with dancing, I will peel away more layers of my armor and be able to open my heart more fully.  I’m a very guarded person and with many walls up, however dancing helps me to reveal more of who I am without saying a single word.

I feel the energy of dancing flowing to my heart and opening me up.  I feel that I too am deserving of much love and abundance in my life.  That I deserve to have happiness in my life and feel deep joy and peace in my heart, soul, mind, and body.

Dancing helps me to build a foundation of self-worth and connect to my feminine energy so I can embody more of who I am as a woman and magnetize to me what truly I deserve and am aligned with.

Lots of Love,

Priyanka Yadvendu

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