I talk about my deep unraveling and transformation that unfolded over the course of two years often.  How I finally had the courage to face myself and heal my wounds.  And learned to love and accept myself deeply.  A core part of this journey included becoming connected to the richness of my sexuality and sensuality.  I was sexually frozen.  I had no sense of my own sexuality.  I didn’t even realize that I was a sexual being and how much of my worth was linked to how I saw myself sexually.

Working with a female embodiment coach was one of the best decisions I made during that time.  It helped me to connect to my erotic woman and shed layers of fears and expectations that I had unnecessarily piled onto my sexuality.  It was painful to be honest.  Many tears were shed.  I couldn’t believe how much I had been hiding myself and how terrified I was of being seen and revealing any hint of my sexuality.

The truth was and is that I am a deeply sexual woman.  I am an intense erotic and sensual woman and I have always been.  I remember as a teenager trying on dresses and clothes and I could feel my curvy body hugging the clothes.  I could feel the fiery hotness of my sweet sensuality.  But I thought I wasn’t worth it.  I thought I wasn’t pretty enough.  I thought I wasn’t hot enough.  I thought I wasn’t sexy enough.