Dear Beloved,

Since I’m not the most expressive woman and I find it difficult to express my emotions.  I feel everything so deeply and intensely and yet I find it hard to express my happiness, sadness, anger, or anxiety.  I wish that I could be like a normal woman who shouts and screams and cries and laughs at the drop of a hat.  But I am not and I am beautiful in my own way and I know you understand who I am as a woman.

Romantic and Soft at Heart

I am drawn to the fine arts and creativity because it is where I feel so incredibly freeing and therapeutic.  I can be myself and I am deeply connected to God and the Universe.  I feel myself wholly.  Songs and poetry and music and films and books are how I express myself.  And this song expresses how I feel about you:  If this world were mine, I’d give you anything.

Marvin Gaye’s If This World Were Mine (with Tammi Terrell)

If this world were mine, I’d place at your feet
All that I own; you’ve been so good to me
If this world were mine
I’d give you the flowers, the birds and the bees
For with your love inside me, that would be all I need
If this world were mine
I’d give you anything

[T:]
If this world were mine, I’d make you a king
With wealth untold, you could have anything
If this world were mine
I’d give you each day so sunny and blue
If you wanted the moonlight, I’d give you that too
If this world were mine
I’d give you anything

[M:] Oh baby, you’re my consolation
And there’s no hesitation
When you want me, honey, just call me
[T:] And honey, you’re my inspiration
And there’s so much sensation
When I’m in your arms, when you squeeze me

[M:] And the sky would be blue
As long as you’re lovin’ me
[T:] With you here in my arms
Life is so wonderful

[Both:]
Give me pretty lovin’, baby
Give me pretty lovin’, honey
Keep on lovin’ me
You know I need you, baby
Really, really need you, baby
[…and fade]

Lots of Love,

Priyanka Yadvendu

Dear Reader,

I’ve been writing and developing the content for my first digital online course titled: Invite and Receive Romantic Love & Money.  It is based off my first workshop that I held last year.  It was a 5-week workshop held in person at a hotel lounge.  I specifically wanted a luxurious environment for my workshop because this workshop is all about calling in the richness of your desires into your life financially and romantically.

Be Both Soft and Wild

Five women joined the workshop and I held an additional two rounds and I was amazed at the results.  I received messages after the workshop was completed and after several months had passed, on how they were in happy relationships and calling in the financial abundance they desired in their lives.  Most women came to my workshop to transform their romantic love life more than the financial parts, however went with a deep knowledge about how the two are actually intrinsically connected and how nurturing both areas allows both romantic love and financial abundance to blossom.

I went through a sexual awakening this year.  I went through therapy to face my past and clear fears I’ve been holding for some time.  Perhaps I am still going through part of my sexual awakening journey, all I do know is that I feel much better now.  I feel there is a flow in my journey now.  While going through this awakening this year, I focused on creating my digital online by working with a mentor.  Her name is Vienda Maria.  In case you’d like to know and work with her 😉  I highly recommend her private mentoring and online courses 🙂  I wanted to learn from her specifically because I take and love her digital online courses.

One of the reasons I decided to create this digital online course is to reach more women.  As I was going through my sexual awakening and undergoing therapy, I didn’t have the desire or energy to conduct workshops.  Something that I so passionately loved I didn’t have the energy or inclination do.  I realized that it’s normal to go through the peaks and valleys in life and if I had a digital online course created for this workshop at this stage of my life, it would have been easier to support women and at the same time support and nourish myself fully.

I am transforming as I create this course.  I am falling in love with myself.  I am healing myself.  I am using every ounce of my fiery feminine intuition and sensuality.  I am feeling connected to my soul.  I am feeling connected to my spiritual self.  I am learning how to move past my uncomfortable edges and own my sexuality and intuition.

I am learning how to see my own sexuality and intuition as my strengths.  In the male dominated and productive world we live, feminine qualities aren’t as valued.  Through my own experience and journey, I am seeing how my sensuality and intuition are the foundation of my feminine power.  And when I become stronger and more connected in my own sensuality and intuition, my manifesting powers become stronger.  I am able to live the life I desire.

Lots of Love,

Priyanka Yadvendu

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